No one wants to talk about the War
but at least we exchange "Happy New Years"
سال نو مبارک
every other moment not thinking about it
is a breath of fresh air
I can't believe it used to feel this nice
now I fall apart randomly

When you have known about a terrible thing
that would happen
since I was 15 years old
and had to wait 17 years for it to unfold
it feels strange to think back
to that young boy
who knew